I just wanna say that everyone has everyone's life.
Last week my classmate Cindy Peng committed suicide as an young artist.
She can't endure the pressure of the people language bullying her performance and what she does as a public figure
Everyone is shocked because she is so young and beautiful, she never did any big thing wrong.
I can almost see my pattern of being shy and not bold enough for opportunities
Part because of my shy nature, which I have already worked on to overcome
Another part because I experienced monthly repeating pain when undergoing pressure
I never thought that this would influence me so much....
I have to overcome it, find a new pace of life, and understand that perfectness is not something necessary to pursue----find my way to live a better life, not always feeling bad if things are not perfect
I should always be courageous to show myself, and be confident with the things that I have accomplished.
I need not to add pressure to my life that make me unhealthy and miserable.
I need not to pursue perfectness in a small zone, while I should reach out to embrace and exchange warmness from others
I believe that the hurt on everyone doesn't hurt less because he/she/you have similar experiences.
I believe that everyone has their way to fight through.
